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title: "25 Depression Quotes By Kris Kidd"
description: "25 Depression quotes by Kris Kidd. Plus more from Kris Kidd and more Depression sayings from other authors."
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> [“My desperation is deliberate. Despondency's a pheromone.”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/my-desperation-is-deliberate-despondency-s-a-pheromone/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“Regret, albeit raw and relentless, is almost always unremarkable.”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/regret-albeit-raw-and-relentless-is-almost-always-unremarkable/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“Fucking fixes nothing, but certain feelings are unavoidable.”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/fucking-fixes-nothing-but-certain-feelings-are-unavoidable/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“I just want to get away from me.”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/i-just-want-to-get-away-from-me/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“A drop in the bucket, a tear in the ocean, you’ve been treading cold water, memorizing the motion just to stay afloat.”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/a-drop-in-the-bucket-a-tear-in-the-ocean-you-ve-been-treading-cold/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“And I guess at the end of the day, you’re just amazed that I can still stand, and I’m just amazed that…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/and-i-guess-at-the-end-of-the-day-you-re-just-amazed-that-i-can-still/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“There's a weight in the room now, a remembrance of childhood. It sinks like a stone, or a heart, or my weight…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/there-s-a-weight-in-the-room-now-a-remembrance-of-childhood-it-sinks/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“February falls on top of me like a cartoon piano. I reek of champagne, come, and CK One.”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/february-falls-on-top-of-me-like-a-cartoon-piano-i-reek-of-champagne/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“Then I drop to my knees because I can't find a decent enough reason not to, because reluctance rarely stands a chance…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/then-i-drop-to-my-knees-because-i-can-t-find-a-decent-enough-reason/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“It’s so hard not to be fascinated by the broken, to remember that a boy with a sad smile and a pretty…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/it-s-so-hard-not-to-be-fascinated-by-the-broken-to-remember-that-a/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“And then he's somewhere inside of me, each thrust rattling my ribcage like a bottle of pills. I'm somewhere outside of myself,…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/and-then-he-s-somewhere-inside-of-me-each-thrust-rattling-my-ribcage/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“I’ve memorized the best angles in the bathroom mirror from which to see how badly I’ve disintegrated. I truly do go from…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/i-ve-memorized-the-best-angles-in-the-bathroom-mirror-from-which-to/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“I've come to realize that hunger feels more like home than any tangible structure ever has, or probably ever will. I know…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/i-ve-come-to-realize-that-hunger-feels-more-like-home-than-any/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“Sometimes, when I’m chain smoking on the balcony and feeling like shit (which happens more often than I’d like to admit), I…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/sometimes-when-i-m-chain-smoking-on-the-balcony-and-feeling-like-shit/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“Another piano falls, but this time it's me— or my lascivious loneliness, or my grab bag of mental instabilities and emotional shortcomings,…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/another-piano-falls-but-this-time-it-s-me-or-my-lascivious-loneliness/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“Two sad eyes and one skanky smile, I practically pulse with the promise of promiscuity. I'm easy to catch, but too slippery…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/two-sad-eyes-and-one-skanky-smile-i-practically-pulse-with-the/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“In the mirror I stand, an injured deer in headlights, or maybe high beams, judging by the way my eyes water. I…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/in-the-mirror-i-stand-an-injured-deer-in-headlights-or-maybe-high/)

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> [“I dye my jeans jet black once a week, but they never seem dark enough. I bleach my hair bright white twice…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/i-dye-my-jeans-jet-black-once-a-week-but-they-never-seem-dark-enough/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“Crashing through windows I thought were open doors. Apologizing for the mess. Rationalizing my behavior in metaphors you’ll simply never understand. Learning…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/crashing-through-windows-i-thought-were-open-doors-apologizing-for/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“There is stability in self-destruction, in prolonging sadness as a means of escaping abstractions like happiness. Rock bottom is a surprisingly comfortable…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/there-is-stability-in-self-destruction-in-prolonging-sadness-as-a/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“Coming down for the thousandth time, I'm perched on the precipice of a billion broken promises. I'm speeding through the intersections of…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/coming-down-for-the-thousandth-time-i-m-perched-on-the-precipice-of-a/)

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> [“I’ve always wanted to be the sort of boy who does the right thing without having to think about it first, the…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/i-ve-always-wanted-to-be-the-sort-of-boy-who-does-the-right-thing/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“There are rules you've gotta follow when you fuck to forget. A body's only a temple if and when you treat it…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/there-are-rules-you-ve-gotta-follow-when-you-fuck-to-forget-a-body-s/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“The piece of you that loves a part of me tries its best to hold onto the rest, but my heart is…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/the-piece-of-you-that-loves-a-part-of-me-tries-its-best-to-hold-onto/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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> [“Sometimes, when I'm chain-smoking and feeling like shit (which happens more often than I'd like to admit), I let go of a…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/sometimes-when-i-m-chain-smoking-and-feeling-like-shit-which-happens/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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## More by Kris Kidd

> [“Every ghost has a story. Monsters are nothing without mythology.”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/every-ghost-has-a-story-monsters-are-nothing-without-mythology/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

> [The idyllic mayhem of two cultures colliding just doesn't seem as funny anymore.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/the-idyllic-mayhem-of-two-cultures-colliding-just-doesn-t-seem-as/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

> [“There is stability in self-destruction, in prolonging sadness as a means of escaping abstractions like happiness. Rock bottom is a surprisingly comfortable place to…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/there-is-stability-in-self-destruction-in-prolonging-sadness-as-a/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

> [“Two sad eyes and one skanky smile, I practically pulse with the promise of promiscuity. I'm easy to catch, but too slippery to hold…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/two-sad-eyes-and-one-skanky-smile-i-practically-pulse-with-the/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

> [In Los Angeles, everything is 100 percent organic, except the people.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/in-los-angeles-everything-is-100-percent-organic-except-the-people/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

> [“Dead Prez is playing on the car’s stereo, telling me that it’s bigger than Hip-Hop, but I beg to differ.”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/dead-prez-is-playing-on-the-car-s-stereo-telling-me-that-it-s-bigger/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

> [“I drink Coke-zero while I score coke from an honors student in Huntington Beach.”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/i-drink-coke-zero-while-i-score-coke-from-an-honors-student-in/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

> [“There's a weight in the room now, a remembrance of childhood. It sinks like a stone, or a heart, or my weight on a…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/there-s-a-weight-in-the-room-now-a-remembrance-of-childhood-it-sinks/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

> [“...stars are dying all the time. Some explode. Some collapse and cave in on themselves. Those ones become black holes. Others get sucked up…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/stars-are-dying-all-the-time-some-explode-some-collapse-and-cave-in/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

> [“The homeless dudes on Alameda all have legs any runway model would kill for, and sometimes I think of giving them money, but— I…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/the-homeless-dudes-on-alameda-all-have-legs-any-runway-model-would/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

> [“I’ll see my nakedness as an advantage, attempt use my body as leverage. That will work for a little while.”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/i-ll-see-my-nakedness-as-an-advantage-attempt-use-my-body-as-leverage/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

> [“Repression is dangerous. It makes anvils of memories and drops them from impossible heights when you least expect it.”](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/repression-is-dangerous-it-makes-anvils-of-memories-and-drops-them/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

> [“I've come to realize that hunger feels more like home than any tangible structure ever has, or probably ever will. I know now that…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/i-ve-come-to-realize-that-hunger-feels-more-like-home-than-any/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

> [“The game is getting old, and I don’t know if it’s because I’ve mastered the art of it, or if I just have some…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/the-game-is-getting-old-and-i-don-t-know-if-it-s-because-i-ve/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

> [“I think it’s pretty common to hold onto people, to bribe them with things, say, a body, in the hopes of keeping them from…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kris-kidd/i-think-it-s-pretty-common-to-hold-onto-people-to-bribe-them-with/)

[Kris Kidd](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kris-kidd/)

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