--- title: "1 Darkness Lost Quotes By MacKenzie Cheesman" description: "1 Darkness Lost quotes by MacKenzie Cheesman. Plus more from MacKenzie Cheesman and more Darkness Lost sayings from other authors." image: "https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/b18/mackenzie-cheesman-34570_death_am-i-alive-or-am-i-dead-my-greatest-regr_2937213.jpg" --- > [Am I alive or am I dead. My greatest regrets repeating in my head. Feeling so empty and cold, like a puddle of my own blood forming the sillihoutte of a mold. Wondering if I'll ever be missed, trapped in…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/mackenzie-cheesman/am-i-alive-or-am-i-dead-my-greatest-regrets-repeating-in-my-head/) [MacKenzie Cheesman](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/mackenzie-cheesman/) [Image](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/b18/mackenzie-cheesman-34570_death_am-i-alive-or-am-i-dead-my-greatest-regr_2937213.jpg) ## More by MacKenzie Cheesman > [I have so much on my mind. Somebody please reach out to me ! I have so much stress on my mind, I need…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/mackenzie-cheesman/i-have-so-much-on-my-mind-somebody-please-reach-out-to-me-i-have-so/) [MacKenzie Cheesman](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/mackenzie-cheesman/) > [The pain, The pain. Yes the pain. My soul is hurting cause I am going insane. The stress. The stress. Yes the stress. My…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/mackenzie-cheesman/the-pain-the-pain-yes-the-pain-my-soul-is-hurting-cause-i-am-going/) [MacKenzie Cheesman](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/mackenzie-cheesman/) > [Heavy heart with a mind full of thoughts of doubt and sadness. She is screaming on the inside but only a shout of silence…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/mackenzie-cheesman/heavy-heart-with-a-mind-full-of-thoughts-of-doubt-and-sadness-she-is/) [MacKenzie Cheesman](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/mackenzie-cheesman/) > [Worthless repeats in her mind as she holds on to what's left of her.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/mackenzie-cheesman/worthless-repeats-in-her-mind-as-she-holds-on-to-what-s-left-of-her/) [MacKenzie Cheesman](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/mackenzie-cheesman/) > [Haunted by darkness, scared to start to stumble, Tears that just cannot fall, words hidden within a mumble.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/mackenzie-cheesman/haunted-by-darkness-scared-to-start-to-stumble-tears-that-just-cannot/) [MacKenzie Cheesman](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/mackenzie-cheesman/) > [I can see the anger in his eyes. And the alcohol rushing through his veins. I can see the pump of his heart. It…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/mackenzie-cheesman/i-can-see-the-anger-in-his-eyes-and-the-alcohol-rushing-through-his/) [MacKenzie Cheesman](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/mackenzie-cheesman/) > [I look into the eyes of my reflection, And I face the nightmare.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/mackenzie-cheesman/i-look-into-the-eyes-of-my-reflection-and-i-face-the-nightmare/) [MacKenzie Cheesman](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/mackenzie-cheesman/) > [Sometimes you just feel like nothing and you want to die, and sometimes you sit in the dark and just want to cry.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/mackenzie-cheesman/sometimes-you-just-feel-like-nothing-and-you-want-to-die-and/) [MacKenzie Cheesman](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/mackenzie-cheesman/) > [I need to cry but there's no tears. I want to scream but there's no voice. I want to leave this hell but there's…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/mackenzie-cheesman/i-need-to-cry-but-there-s-no-tears-i-want-to-scream-but-there-s-no/) [MacKenzie Cheesman](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/mackenzie-cheesman/) > [Im losing myself, trying to compete with everyone else. Instead of just being me. Don't know where to turn. I'm stuck in this routine.…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/mackenzie-cheesman/im-losing-myself-trying-to-compete-with-everyone-else-instead-of-just-2/) [MacKenzie Cheesman](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/mackenzie-cheesman/) > [You want to cry. You want to scream. You want to kick things and break things. But you don't want anyone to ask you…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/mackenzie-cheesman/you-want-to-cry-you-want-to-scream-you-want-to-kick-things-and-break/) [MacKenzie Cheesman](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/mackenzie-cheesman/) > [If you could see through my nightmares, And if you would fear my fears, Would you stand by me? Would you sweep my tears?](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/mackenzie-cheesman/if-you-could-see-through-my-nightmares-and-if-you-would-fear-my-fears/) [MacKenzie Cheesman](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/mackenzie-cheesman/) > [Am I alive or am I dead. My greatest regrets repeating in my head. Feeling so empty and cold, like a puddle of my…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/mackenzie-cheesman/am-i-alive-or-am-i-dead-my-greatest-regrets-repeating-in-my-head/) [MacKenzie Cheesman](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/mackenzie-cheesman/) > [All alone.. No one's near.. No one hears my falling tears.. Step by step.. Day by day.. Why won't life end today.. On my…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/mackenzie-cheesman/all-alone-no-one-s-near-no-one-hears-my-falling-tears-step-by-step/) [MacKenzie Cheesman](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/mackenzie-cheesman/) ```json { "@context": "https://schema.org", "@graph": [ { "@type": "ItemList", "@id": "https://sms4smile.com/quotes/about/darkness-lost/mackenzie-cheesman/#itemlist", "name": "1 Darkness Lost Quotes By MacKenzie Cheesman", "numberOfItems": 1, "itemListElement": [ { "@type": "ListItem", "position": 1, "item": { "@type": "Quotation", "text": "Am I alive or am I dead. My greatest regrets repeating in my head. Feeling so empty and cold, like a puddle of my own blood forming the sillihoutte of a mold. Wondering if I'll ever be missed, trapped in my own darkness, Lost to the lucidity of my mind. The depression, A war in time, counting down the days left of my life line. Lost in all those silly rhymes. Trying to breathe, but no longer living, lost all hope, lost all meaning. 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