--- title: "2 Broken hearts Quotes By Kaile Stewart" description: "2 Broken hearts quotes by Kaile Stewart. Plus more from Kaile Stewart and more Broken hearts sayings from other authors." image: "https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/bd1/kaile-stewart-16885_bad-decisions_they-say-you-need-to-pray-if-you-want-to_1454785.jpg" --- > [They say you need to pray, if you want to go to heaven. But they dont tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell.The only thing standing between me and total happiness is reality.True strength…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/they-say-you-need-to-pray-if-you-want-to-go-to-heaven-but-they-dont/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) [Image](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/bd1/kaile-stewart-16885_bad-decisions_they-say-you-need-to-pray-if-you-want-to_1454785.jpg) > [Her eyes screamed the saddest apology the world has ever heardoh the scars on her wrist? dont worry, she says their just a reminder of how many times you broke her heart Sometimes I just feel like Running away just…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/her-eyes-screamed-the-saddest-apology-the-world-has-ever-heardoh-the/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) [Image](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/i/6c4/kaile-stewart-16885_beautiful-day_her-eyes-screamed-the-saddest-apology-th_2676503.jpg) ## Other authors on Broken hearts - [ ![](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/wp-content/uploads/sms4s/authors/processed/b001/author-ritu-ghatourey-5.jpg) Ritu Ghatourey 5 quotes ](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/about/broken-hearts/ritu-ghatourey/) - [ ![](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/wp-content/uploads/sms4s/authors/processed/b018/author-nick-hornby-71134.jpg) Nick Hornby 5 quotes ](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/about/broken-hearts/nick-hornby/) ## More by Kaile Stewart > [This is how I feel right now. this is who I am. this is what happens when someone gets bullied, when I dont get…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/this-is-how-i-feel-right-now-this-is-who-i-am-this-is-what-happens/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) > [Would you still love me if I cut myself? If I killed myself? Would you even notice? Would you even care?](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/would-you-still-love-me-if-i-cut-myself-if-i-killed-myself-would-you/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) > [Life is precious Life is a god sent gift and it is your duty to live it to the full. You might face several…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/life-is-precious-life-is-a-god-sent-gift-and-it-is-your-duty-to-live/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) > [I wish I could peel off my scars and seal them in a manila envelope Then hide it in the back of my wardrobe,…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/i-wish-i-could-peel-off-my-scars-and-seal-them-in-a-manila-envelope/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) > [Beware the person who has nothing to lose.In the end, music is your only friend.I know what its like to want to die; how…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/beware-the-person-who-has-nothing-to-lose-in-the-end-music-is-your/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) > [Once I was sitting by the side of the Ganges in Allahabad alone, in a very lonely spot, and I saw a man jump…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/once-i-was-sitting-by-the-side-of-the-ganges-in-allahabad-alone-in-a/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) > [Suicide doesn't heal the pain it just passes it one to the people you love.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/suicide-doesn-t-heal-the-pain-it-just-passes-it-one-to-the-people-you/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) > [To my friends: My work is done. Why wait?](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/to-my-friends-my-work-is-done-why-wait/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) > [As the days go by, and I feel like cutting, or just ending it all, Ive gave up hope on myself, that Ill get…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/as-the-days-go-by-and-i-feel-like-cutting-or-just-ending-it-all-ive/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) > [I've been overdosing on pain pills,etc. I'm so dizzy now. I want to die so badly](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/i-ve-been-overdosing-on-pain-pills-etc-i-m-so-dizzy-now-i-want-to-die/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) > [Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.Its hard to answer the question whats wrong when nothings right.Im tired…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/sometimes-you-need-to-run-away-just-to-see-who-will-follow-you-its/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) > [I can't do this anymore. I never told anyone this in a long time. But I was raped. and I told people about it…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/i-can-t-do-this-anymore-i-never-told-anyone-this-in-a-long-time-but-i/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) > [You cut your wrist, and hope to die. Everyday you get bullied, beatten by your parents and students, your unloved, your unwanted. Just one…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/you-cut-your-wrist-and-hope-to-die-everyday-you-get-bullied-beatten/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) > [And so I leave this world, where the heart must either break or turn to lead.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/and-so-i-leave-this-world-where-the-heart-must-either-break-or-turn-2/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) > [I miss her so much, she left yesterday, to the hostital. I have been to 4 already, I hated it there so much.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/kaile-stewart/i-miss-her-so-much-she-left-yesterday-to-the-hostital-i-have-been-to/) [Kaile Stewart](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/kaile-stewart/) ```json { "@context": "https://schema.org", "@graph": [ { "@type": "ItemList", "@id": "https://sms4smile.com/quotes/about/broken-hearts/kaile-stewart/#itemlist", "name": "2 Broken hearts Quotes By Kaile Stewart", "numberOfItems": 2, "itemListElement": [ { "@type": "ListItem", "position": 1, "item": { "@type": "Quotation", "text": "They say you need to pray, if you want to go to heaven. But they dont tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell.The only thing standing between me and total happiness is reality.True strength is holding it together when everyone else would understand if you fall apart.The only thing worse then being hated is being ignored. At least when they hate you they treat you like you exist.There is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature. A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with.Rock bottom is good solid ground, and a dead end street is just a place to turn around.She could shut out the whole world, including herself.Our scars have the power to remind us that the past is real.Sometimes I feel like no one cares. Sometimes I feel like no one is there. Sometimes I want to kill myself. Sometimes I think I need some help. Sometimes I feel like Im alone. Sometimes Im in an empty zone. Sometimes I feel like Im not alive. Sometimes I wonder if Im deprived. Sometimes I think the world should end. Sometimes I think I have no friends. Sometimes I want to make them see that sometimes I wish I wasnt me¦Im so broken. not half full, not half empty, not ever cracked. Im just broken. I cant exist anymore. I can barely function. theres nothing left to me. and I dont care.Cutting is a stepping stone for me. All my life I have been put through so much emotional pain and ive let myself just sit and drown in it. I cant physically or emotionally do it anymore. So I cut. It temporarily takes my pain away until I am able to remove myself from all feeling. I am detached from everything right now¦ I am numb.Please dont blame yourself for any of the stupid shit that I choose to do. None of this is your fault. Im the one who makes these bad decisions so Im the one who pays the consequences.They didnt know that she was planning something. Most people thought she was perfectly fine. She was good at pretending¦but some people knew she wasnt okay but they didnt realize how bad it was. She would party every weekend. She was border line alcoholic rarely going 48 hours without being 100% sober. She tried finding comfort in anything even if that meant fucking some guy she just met one night while she had been drinking. Everyday was going by as a blur. They didnt know that she cried herself to sleep every night. They didnt know that she had practiced cutting herself so many times. They didnt know that she had written and rewritten letters to all the people she cared about most telling them she loved them and apologizing. She even wrote one to the person who was most important to her, who wouldnt understand what had happened because she was to young. She wanted her to know it wasnt her fault and she loved her dearly. They just didnt know. They found her surrounded¦ in her own blood. They finally knew¦ they finally realized that she really wasnt okay and the rumors, and the fake friends, and the guys who liked her for all the wrong reasons, and the family, and the lies, and the unperfect body that she saw that everyone else thought was close to perfect, had gotten to her. She finally had the courage to press down hard enough¦ and they finally knew that she planned this.Its not how tragically we suffer but how miraculously we live.Life and death are balanced on the edge of a razor.Im not gonna give a fuck anymore¦ If you hurt me, Im gonna hurt you. Thats how its gonna be from now on¦How can you hide from what never goes away?One morning you wake up afraid to live.Theres a smile on my face but I dont know why its there¦ I put it on to satisfy all the people that dont even care.Im often silent when I am screaming inside.The deepest people are the ones whove been hurt the most.Someone once asked me, Why do you always insist on taking the hard road? I replied, Why do you assume I see two roads?Wear a mask that grins and lies, it hides our cheeks and shades our eyes. The debt we pay to human guile, with torn and broken hearts, we smile.Sometimes I feel like nobody has held me down and forced me to cry or made me hug them, or seen to the inside of me. I just say oh Im fine and walk away. Nobodys ever said to me no youre not.Do you ever get that feeling where you dont want to talk to anybody? You dont want to smile and you dont want to fake being happy. But at the same time you dont know exactly whats wrong either. There isnt a way to explain it to someone who doesnt already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when youre alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isnt anyone who wont take I dont know for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. 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Force a smile, blink away the tears Im ((supposed to)) be strong ((supposed to)) have no fears but* I'm finding it hard not to frown im such a [ s t r o N g ] person ...why am I breaking down¦ SHe's the kind of girl who has the biggest smile on her face even when shes balling her eyes out Fake friends Broken Hearts to mend Lying cheating stealing Pain thats never healing Scars from sad nights Black eyes from fist fights Never ending stress Trying for the best Too many tears for someone to save me Being a teenager is way too crazy THey say that the teenage years are the best of your life.. but I disagree.. I just want to be a kid again I'm going to smile.. and make u think I'm happy.. im going to laugh.. so u dont see me cry.. and even if it kills me.. im going to smile. I don't know what to do anymore, nothing feels the same, I never see a smile in the mirror, I only see pain, pain beneath my soul, so deep inside of me there is no escaping it, no coming back to a normal state of mind, there's nothing I can do anymore. im mad at myself for crying i dont even remember the reason but the tears keep flowing and they just wont stop i'm supposed to be strong but everythings so wrong Oh how I wish I could see tears seep through your eyes, but even that wouldn't be enough to cover up the lies you kept from me. This is where I say I've had enough and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now. A walking open wound, a trophy display of bruises and I don't believe that I'm getting any better. It's what ppl do without thinking that cause the quick tears.. Eventually the tears will be forgotten, ..But the hurt will stay in the heart forever.. It's getting colder now And the darkness consumes me Depression is slowly creeping up Maybe one day you'll actually care about me Smile. It's easier than explaining why you're sad *..ive learned that stuff happens, people change, and it doesnt mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. it simply means that you move on and treasure the memories, letting go doesnt mean giving up, its just accepting the fact that some things werent meant to be..* I want to crawl into my dream world and stay there, so that the pain yesterday brought wont carry on to tomorrow. Sometimes I find myself faking a smile just to get through the day. I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get through anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering I thought somebody would notice, I thought somebody would say something¦ I could pretend that Im not dying inside, but just so you know... I am. The memory dies as the sun leaves the skies and I'm alone again. I wish it was raining, cause I hate every beautiful day Even if its a lie, say itll be alright, and I will believe... As we grow older, it gets harder to believe. Its not that we dont want to but too much has happened and we cant. Dont fall into the trap of pretending everything is okay when you know its not. There comes a point in your life when you realize that nothing will ever be the same, and you realize that from now on time will be divided into two parts- before this and after this. Anger is just a cowardly extension of sadness. It's a lot easier to be angry at someone than it is to tell them you're hurt. Id like to think Ill be happy again, but I really need to stop and cry right now. Sometimes, I wish I could scream at you, and just to show you what you do to me. You know, I dont think Ill ever be happy. Wherever I am, Ill wish Im somewhere else. Whatever I have, Ill want something different. I try to laugh about it, cover it all up with lies. 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