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title: "37 Being different Quotes By Jade"
description: "A collection of Jade's thoughts on feeling different, hidden fear, and self‑love."
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> [I can't change.. Even if I tried.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/i-can-t-change-even-if-i-tried/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [I hide behind a smile.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/i-hide-behind-a-smile/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [Im just different..](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/im-just-different/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [They have gotten worse.. Hmmm](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/they-have-gotten-worse-hmmm/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [Where is my mind?](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/where-is-my-mind/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [I said I would always love you](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/i-said-i-would-always-love-you/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [No one really knows.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/no-one-really-knows/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [It took me so long to learn to love myself..](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/it-took-me-so-long-to-learn-to-love-myself/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [I could say I'm only Human but I'd be lying.. Im only.. Me.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/i-could-say-i-m-only-human-but-i-d-be-lying-im-only-me/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [Know one would actually understand..](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/know-one-would-actually-understand/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [Seeing you but not being with you is the hardest part.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/seeing-you-but-not-being-with-you-is-the-hardest-part/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [Please dont say you love me then walk away...](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/please-dont-say-you-love-me-then-walk-away/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [I have very little self confidence..](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/i-have-very-little-self-confidence/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [I lie about everything on the outside and kick and scream on the inside..](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/i-lie-about-everything-on-the-outside-and-kick-and-scream-on-the/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [Depression. Its like drowning. Except you can see everyone around you breathing.](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/depression-its-like-drowning-except-you-can-see-everyone-around-you/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [That smile I hide has so much fear behind it. Fear of being hurt again. Being swooped off my feet and then…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/that-smile-i-hide-has-so-much-fear-behind-it-fear-of-being-hurt-again/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [Going back to my old school. Its been a long time.. I have changed in ways none of these people will understand.…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/going-back-to-my-old-school-its-been-a-long-time-i-have-changed-in/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [As he got closer I saw he was smiling. Im sorry I just couldn't.. He cut me off by picking me up…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/as-he-got-closer-i-saw-he-was-smiling-im-sorry-i-just-couldn-t-he-cut/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [Of course Jade we would love to keep you around! Dallas added his two cents. Yeah who is gonna clean the house…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/of-course-jade-we-would-love-to-keep-you-around-dallas-added-his-two/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [That was when I noticed how close this guy was getting. He put his hands on either side of me. Wait when…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/that-was-when-i-noticed-how-close-this-guy-was-getting-he-put-his/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [Was that the light people see before they die? Did I almost die? All these questions start to rise in my head…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/was-that-the-light-people-see-before-they-die-did-i-almost-die-all/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [He asked me if I wanted to go outside and get some air, and I thought sure I could use some being…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/he-asked-me-if-i-wanted-to-go-outside-and-get-some-air-and-i-thought/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [I'm sorry your experience had to be like this. What happened? He sighed and picked me up by the waist and sat…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/i-m-sorry-your-experience-had-to-be-like-this-what-happened-he-sighed/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [CHAPTER 10 A Whole Other Meaning Of ALIVE My body is pulsing with pain. I try to open my eyes but only…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/chapter-10-a-whole-other-meaning-of-alive-my-body-is-pulsing-with/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [He has on a pair of Pajama pants but no shirt. I see a V line start and disappear under the pants.…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/he-has-on-a-pair-of-pajama-pants-but-no-shirt-i-see-a-v-line-start/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [Those three words can change your life if you hear them from the right person. I never slept so good before that…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/those-three-words-can-change-your-life-if-you-hear-them-from-the/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [He gently kissed my neck an at first I enjoyed it. Until I thought of my dream.. I tensed up a little…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/he-gently-kissed-my-neck-an-at-first-i-enjoyed-it-until-i-thought-of/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [What about my eyes? I sat up a little more but my muscles protest and I wince. Jade stay in bed. I…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/what-about-my-eyes-i-sat-up-a-little-more-but-my-muscles-protest-and/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [You become very strong since you wont know how to control it, so maybe then you could wrestle us? I raise my…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/you-become-very-strong-since-you-wont-know-how-to-control-it-so-maybe/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [The day slightly dragged on. By noon me and Stark discussed the details of tonight. We were sitting in the same chair…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/the-day-slightly-dragged-on-by-noon-me-and-stark-discussed-the/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [Stark stops in the door way when he sees that I am awake. Then rushes over when I wince form trying to…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/stark-stops-in-the-door-way-when-he-sees-that-i-am-awake-then-rushes/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [I couldn't speak though. When he turned to face me his face was consorted with anger. He wiped blood off my chin.…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/i-couldn-t-speak-though-when-he-turned-to-face-me-his-face-was/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [I crawl further up the bed and get under the clean sheets. He just watches me so I pat the space next…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/i-crawl-further-up-the-bed-and-get-under-the-clean-sheets-he-just/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [We got out slowly hand in hand. Get on my back, its faster. I silently did as he said and he started…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/we-got-out-slowly-hand-in-hand-get-on-my-back-its-faster-i-silently/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [Jade you swear to secrecy for the sake of our kind? I cleared my throat. Yes. The ground feeling rough under my…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/jade-you-swear-to-secrecy-for-the-sake-of-our-kind-i-cleared-my/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [I thought in my mind. Can you hear me? He pauses then nods. I get goosebumps. I could kind of feel something…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/i-thought-in-my-mind-can-you-hear-me-he-pauses-then-nods-i-get/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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> [I walk down the stairs and soon as I step off the last step a blast of something I can't explain hits…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/i-walk-down-the-stairs-and-soon-as-i-step-off-the-last-step-a-blast/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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## More by Jade

> [Back home I get to see my old friends!(: But they don't understand the change in me and I can't explain it to them...](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/back-home-i-get-to-see-my-old-friends-but-they-don-t-understand-the/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

> [I could listen to this song over and over¥](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/i-could-listen-to-this-song-over-and-over/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

> [For me. They all stood up at once. Staring. What?? Dallas laughed. I liked you better in the towel. I roll my eyes but…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/for-me-they-all-stood-up-at-once-staring-what-dallas-laughed-i-liked/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

> [I am me and thats it... And he loves me this way!(:](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/i-am-me-and-thats-it-and-he-loves-me-this-way/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

> [I could lie, could lie, could lie. Everything thats kills me, makes me feel alive,](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/i-could-lie-could-lie-could-lie-everything-thats-kills-me-makes-me/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

> [Just smile. Never give up. Im here for any of you!](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/just-smile-never-give-up-im-here-for-any-of-you/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

> [Old, but I'm not that old. Young, but Im not that bold. I dont think this world is sold. I am just doing what…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/old-but-i-m-not-that-old-young-but-im-not-that-bold-i-dont-think-this/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

> [Im just gonna hide. Another face in your perfect world. Quiet as a mouse.Secretive as a sin. Darkly beautifully. Beautifully strange ?](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/im-just-gonna-hide-another-face-in-your-perfect-world-quiet-as-a/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

> [Your my Boo thang(;](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/your-my-boo-thang/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

> [Theres an awkward silence when Eric clears his throat and speaks up. So Jade, tell us about yourself. Its slightly strange but I'm glad…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/theres-an-awkward-silence-when-eric-clears-his-throat-and-speaks-up/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

> [Heath took our first congratulations love birds photo!(: Together for eternity &lt;3](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/heath-took-our-first-congratulations-love-birds-photo-together-for/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

> [We warm this house. Fall turns the corner heading this way. Colors change, leaves fall. Temperature drops warm to cold. The walls, windows, and…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/we-warm-this-house-fall-turns-the-corner-heading-this-way-colors/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

> [The sun on my skin. The smell of the lake and fresh air. The warmth of the sun and cold rush of the water.…](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/the-sun-on-my-skin-the-smell-of-the-lake-and-fresh-air-the-warmth-of/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

> [My sister is getting big, My brother is still weird and annoying. Little sis and big bro](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/my-sister-is-getting-big-my-brother-is-still-weird-and-annoying/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

> [Wanting hope in an unfaithful ZONE!](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/jade/wanting-hope-in-an-unfaithful-zone/)

[Jade](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/author/jade/)

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                        "text": "Was that the light people see before they die? Did I almost die? All these questions start to rise in my head when there was a knock at the door. Come in! I hear it crack open. Its me I have your clothes. Just put them on the counter. I hear the door open the rest of the way and then a pause before it shut again. I took a little longer then got out. I wrapped the towel around me then stepped in front of the mirror. I wiped it so I could see my reflection. My eyes were no longer doing that thing but I almost jumped out of my skin when I saw their new color. It was a bright gray blue. This was a change. Like how depending on Stark's mood the color of his eyes are. I looked at the clothes Stark had picked out for me. A pair of comfortable cotton shorts and some plain white T that wasn't mine. Once I put it on I knew it was his by the smell. The clothes were comfortable and if it was any other guy they would probably have picked out something slutty. Thats what I love about Stark.",
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                        "text": "CHAPTER 10 A Whole Other Meaning Of ALIVE My body is pulsing with pain. I try to open my eyes but only see the dark. Then I see a light. I want to reach for it but something tells me otherwise. I hear a voice. Its ok. Your going to be fine. Let it out. Stay here. My stomach lurches and I throw up. Again. Or is this the first time? I can't think straight. Next thing I know its dark and my mind shuts back down. When I come back to my senses the first one is touch and feel. I feel my muscles ache in every inch of my body. I feel the touch of soft sheets against my skin. The sweat on me. I can smell the sweat and... I swear I can almost smell the stress and pain in the room. And.. bacon? I open my eyes and blink a couple of times letting my eyes adjust. The room was dim with a lil light from the blinds. I recognized it as Stark's room. I glance around the room seeing that I was alone. I start to sit up in bed when the door swings open.",
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                        "text": "He has on a pair of Pajama pants but no shirt. I see a V line start and disappear under the pants. This sends a shiver through me. He catches my eyes and cocks one of his eyebrows. I feel my face get warm. He crawls in the bed right next to me. Thats when I noticed how late in the day it was. Hmm I really dont pay attention. I get up real quick and go turn off the light and surprisingly I see decently in the dark. I cuddle up next to him. He lifts my chin and kisses me gently. Then like it was important. Harder. I pulled away. Stark? Mmm? I sighed. I almost died.. I remember seeing the light but somehow pulled away from it. I feel him nod. Your here now. And I could never be more happy.. I love you Jade.",
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                        "text": "He gently kissed my neck an at first I enjoyed it. Until I thought of my dream.. I tensed up a little and I think Stark noticed. What? I shake my head. Nothing.. Just getting a little cold. He gives me a squeeze and then releases me. Wanna go somewhere and eat? I nod then start towards the bank. Boys! Lets go eat! They all shouted in agreement and started coming in. I wrapped myself up in a towel and dried off. When everybody was together we figured our plans out. You guys want to go into town and eat at that burger joint? Yes!! We all get dressed and ride into town. We go into this burger joint that I have never been at before. We order a bunch of food because these boys eat like beast. So Jade you ready? Dallas ask me doing some strange eyebrow thing. Yes.. If you stop doing that.. I smiled and he smiled back. It started to get dark and we were finishing up. So tell me.. Will there be anything special about being a new vampire?? Eric cleared his throat.",
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                        "text": "What about my eyes? I sat up a little more but my muscles protest and I wince. Jade stay in bed. I shake my head. I ignore the pain and slide my legs out of the bed. I get up and Stark tries helping me but I shoot him a look and he stops. I walk out of the room and slowly make my way up the stairs. I go to the bath room and don't bother with the door. I stop in front of the mirror. My eyes were still blue.. Just kind of glowing. They actually had a gray in them. Glowing like the boys do sometimes. I was really pale. But I was always pale. My hair was messy and I smelled of sweat. I didn't understand why my body has to ache so much.. I see Stark in the mirror leaning against the door frame. I turn around to face him. I take a step and my body groans. Stark closes the gap between us. He wraps his arms around me and I find mine around him. I face was nudged into his chest. He smelled like he could use a shower to. Was probably to busy taking care of me.",
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                        "text": "You become very strong since you wont know how to control it, so maybe then you could wrestle us? I raise my eyebrows in a question. Maybe.. He grins. Darius laughs a lil. I think I can take her. He smirks and eats another fry. Oh really? He nods sitting back in his chair. I pick up a couple fries and dip them in ketchup but I don't eat them. I stared at Darius who gives me a look. A wicked grin playing at my lips. Food fight! I chuck the fries at Darius and he dodges them easily. Then all the boys start picking food up and throwing it. In all the chaos people around stare wildly. I sneak behind Darius my hand full of fries. I tap on his shoulder and as he turns around I squirt ketchup on him and throw the fries. See this coming?? He tried to look mad but he was laughing. The manager started yelling at us telling us to leave and never come back. We hurry out the front doors covered in ketchup and fries. Stark was last to come out. He approached me and I knew I was in trouble.",
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                        "text": "The day slightly dragged on. By noon me and Stark discussed the details of tonight. We were sitting in the same chair I had slept on with him the night I came here. So shouldn't we tell the boys? He sat there quiet then nodded his head slowly. Yes I suppose. Some were up stairs other we weren't sure. Just wait. He closed his eyes and slowed his breathing. After a few minutes he opened them and then Heath and Eric came done the stairs. What you need? Then Dallas and Darius came through the back door. Ya? I looked at Stark in awe. You can do things with your mind?? He shrugged and stood up. Certain things. He looked at all the guys. Jade has decided that she.. Wants to be with us as one. We are doing it tonight, under the moon as a group. They all nodded. I finally stood up next to Stark awkwardly. You guys ready to put up with me for a long time? They looked at each other seriously and then broke out into laughter. Heath hugged me smiling.",
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